Give me all your Kitkats !

Quick post to update it all, these past weeks have a worryin trend, my play and my results are bordering very close to that uggghh ugggh January month where i was the biggest fish on the site, im runnin and playin terrible, thankfully i have cut down my game to about 2 STTs a day, where im lucky to maybe Bubble if even, Ive lost about $1,100s in the last fortnight , but what i cant understand is why im playin at all. Theres no excitment when a tournament starts up, more feelings of uncertantity, when the cards are dealt to me they feel more like Ninja stars comin to attack me , bad beats are gettin personal and im findin myself soundin like a bitter old man sayin things like "how can that prick call with that crap" and "hes nothin but a lucky twat"

No no no , when your playin well and in your comfort zone, it takes a beat like Quads gettin bet by a straight flush to even grab your attention yet even the slighest thing like my 6 high flush being bet by a 7 high is enough to make me want to smash the laptop in!! That says it all and with this in mind i am takin a month of poker online, ill probably play in the live tourney here as im currently 2nd in leaderboard and need a win or 2 to catch up with 1st

In january when i played/ran/felt terrible i had no choice but to tae a break, when i came back to the game in march i came out firing on all cylinders and made a nice some of dough so it doesnt take much cop on to realise if i dont stop now ill have no BR and no soul left !!

Alot of posters on Boards say to not play every day and takes breaks during week, ive played every day since Paddys day and quite a few hours at that! Jesus i really am fuckin stoopid alot of the time!

So ill be back in a month or when i feel comfortable, hopefully not too soon!